:'(

Last couple of days have been real tough and killing for me, its hard to say it in words anything anyhow to anybody; 

in my sleep its all you i dream

but the wet tears wake me up,

a explosive rush in my bloodstream

open my eyes, a mute scream.

Then i take a short inhale

with the air i take your name,

then world again turns sane

before the moment i exhale.

you were here, everywhere

hoof, now you are gone

i want to go somewhere

through time i want to re spawn.

there is something damaging at the top

wish the thoughts immediately stop

because they bring on a curse

causing no more than acute pain

a lot to you and a bit more to me

like this, i don't want to be.