Talk with my life

I don't know why but brain starts working at a higher fidelity near the exams for some unknown reason...But who cares, its so much fun to write...

So next one is a fictitious talk with my life... 

    

Don't let me say it out loud

Because then I will be the crowd

Then is it, when it is

nothing but ambient sound.

Listen to me i don't wanna shout

can't you deaf just read it out

its all there spread around, darkness

in a no-mans-land during a blackout.

Time is ticking and lot has gone

still to the expectation i hold on

feel it, then say it too

in a milli i will live an aeon.

Am i a part of you or you a part of I

silly thoughts that keep coming by

I am blind,i've got the arrow

just come rushing with the bullseye.

GOODBYE

I am a little high while writing this, don't know exactly how it is coming out...maybe would delete it when I come back sane in the morning


Hey honey do you know I weep
unfelt feelings u cant feel
its all you, awake or asleep
un-ending non diminishing zeal

But every night a drop trickles down
cascading into my mind from the frozen dreams
reminding me what is left behind
a treasure I will never again find

the future holds a promise
of certain dreams being wheedle(-d)
Don't know how my clock will tick
without you its fastest needle

Fracture my heart and then burn my soul
If something remains throw it in the hole
Time is cold and dark, piercing like a dirk
Life is a guilt machine which doesn't work.

As every day turns to tomorrow
it turns my heart to push u away
when you are the one I kept closest
my life anchor now aweigh

All I used to love about me was you
and it would remain with me like a flu
you were one thing i liked to believe in
trust, love n happiness were all akin.